I have been trying to post something for the last hour and everytime I start something, I just end up deleting it after a few sentences. Ewan ko ba? All my thoughts are just sooo scattered right now. I mean, I wanted to tell you guys about the party we went to 2 weekends ago. Then I wanted to share this story about my daughter, Gabie, getting all the prizes on the birthday party for my goddaughter Reese. I also started writing about how my husband’s website (www.mharklaroza.com) is starting to shape up and that I’m starting to read a new book (Percy Jackson and the Olympians – The Lightning Thief). But all of it are just that. Plain ideas. No great things to say. No thorough story telling like I used to. No details and the whole shebang.

Is something wrong with me? Is this what you call writer’s block? Pero kung writer’s block, dapat wala talaga di ba? E ako, madami naman but I just can’t put them into words. Words that are exciting enough for you guys to be able to enjoy reading it. Siguro yun ang problema. I try so hard to write something that my readers will actually have fun reading. Kaya lang, anu ba talaga ang reason ko for writing? Para lang ba maka-attract ng readers? I guess I’m taking the wrong path again.

Isharing my ideas, my thoughts, my everyday life to all of you. So why am I trying so hard this time? Siguro nga, I lost my way there. I was so engross by the fact that when I get so much hits in my blog, e madami ang natutuwa sa sinusulat ko. Hay ewan! Basta from now on, I won’t be too compelled to write anything just so my readers have something to read. I will write because I want to! I will delete my site counter. Para walang pressure kung madami ba ang bumabasa dito o wala. Who cares?! I blog for myself, not for anybody else.

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On a lighter note, lumabas na ang trailer ng Eclipse ah. Hindi ako masyadong excited. Bakit kaya? Oh, and it’s Thursday. That means it’s Grey Day for me.

I’ll be back next week!

Pinky promise..